Jiali

2008-07-14T00:40:00.000-07:00

Wow its July already... hmmm... Have not blog for like nearly 2 months.. lol..

The fact that I am so engross in the PSP games and I just can't be ass to switch on my computer.
Hmm Nothing much happening in my life I suppose..

Except that Jiawen new name is Yen Ling now.. Yen ling a ling a ling, ling a ling a ling.. So cute ^_^... Oh Yer, Start working at Urban Fairways now. Pretty good money and I do enjoy it.. I mean afterall its golf related.. The only shit thing is that its very far.. I mean its good to not have to answer to customers as I am just entertaining them.. Not like waitressing, I pretty much have to put on a happy face when I am not and I have to cope all the complains when I am not the one cookinG? yer, Done with working with FnB.

Wat else.. hmm... Golf is pretty shit at the moment, just can't get the swing right.. sigh sigh.. Oh Exciting news though. .I am getting my new Nakashima Irons, I already got my driver, they rock my world. .They are really good man..

Love life.. hmm... still pretty much avaliable, kinda use to being single now.. Really enjoying it and so carefree.. so many choices.. Right now I just have to focus on Golf anf getting stronger.. Well, I need to stop getting fatter.. sigh.. Yes I am FAt... I don't understand, why my life is always revolve around my size and weight.. why? WHY? I mean if i have a choice, do u think I want to be fat? NOOOoOooo.. I do more excerise than normally thin girls who are born lucky and don't have to do a fuck to be skinny.. How is that fair? how can human beings be so judgemental? I am sick of all these shit.. as much as I keep telling myself that I must love who I am and I can't help wat I am.. But ppl just have to rub it in and demoralise me every single time.. Whst's wrong with the world? Are they happy criticising ppl? Is it that fun?? I don't see a point, I don't think its fun either..

Oh well, enough of the unhappiness. Life goes on.. I think I am just feeling sick right now.. That stupid medicine that I took is just crap, make me feel so groggy.. its like a hang over with no alcohol.. gosh.. =_=" CLubbing is boring to me now, maybe cos I have been there done that and I hate being hang over...

I have been thinking back the past.. The time I have been with my ex's... Brad now have a new GF... N fuck the shit when he says :" I just like being alone." Fuck off.. It just makes me feel like a bad GF.. Moron.. It's not like I still have feelings for him, he wasn't that great really. we don't really have anything in common.. Love is blind I suppose, until u take one step back and look at it carefully.. then u realise how foolish one person can be.. But hey.. I learn and I moved on.. Just pissed off and don't understand why can't be friends after we break up.. Cos he thinks his so good and I am still all over him? Bleah~ I have to admit that I was happy when I was with him though.. Just the way he ended off just felt like he giving me excuses cos his sick n tired of me already, N ready to find a new girl..

Man are all like this isn't it.. Break up today find a new girl the next day. Give the nickname that they gave their GF to the next one straight away. Sad so sad.. There's no true love anymore.. its rubbish rubbish rubbish....

OK I am talking alot of crap... haha ciao ciao..

Cheerios.. :)

2008-05-24T09:56:00.000-07:00

well here I am blogging.. WOW.. amazing right.. COs its less than a month ago..

YEsterday I played like a totally Idiot x 10 at JCC.. why.. COs I played with a lady name M_ M_ H_ _ _... HATE HER!! I was so frustrated being in the same flight as her.. wow.. I never know someone can get onto my nerves so much.. SHe have so many irritating habits.. Don't get me wrong.. SHe is a really lovely person off the golf course..

Sorry.. I swear like 1 million times on the golf course today.. sigh.. I today have the capability to shoot under par.. I am hitting it so well... 14 greens in regulation with 35 putts.. and 2 on a Par 5 with 3 putts.. WAT THE HELL.. .SO stupid.. Stupid mistakes makes me angry.. VERY ANGRY.

OH well... I still don't know how to keep my cool.. ANy suggestion for me to vent my anger except for swearing? sigh sigh.. I am trying I really am.. But... It really gets to me man.. anyway.. Had a photoshoot few days ago at Keppel.. Was kinda interesting.. saw the photos and it was not too bad.. but GOsh I am So fat ... sigh sigh.. Lose weight Jiali lose weight.. ANyway.. I will be on Golf Asia Magazine in 2 months time I think.. Can't wait to see it.. As in.. Really excited about it because I am hoping I can attract some potential sponsorship.. cos its just really hard..

Finding MOney is a Bitch.. trust me.. Lots of goals to achieve these few months.. Isnt it great to wake up for a reason? hah tomorrow.. is dun tanning.. yes I know I am very tann already.. I want to get the rest of my body tann.. get rid of the yucky shirt tann.. Bleah~

OK better sleep early.. Long long say ahead.. Cheerios..

5 days to go~ ^^

2008-05-21T04:40:00.000-07:00

Ok Hello Everyone,

I have not Blog since forever and ever.. JUst been busy with golf as usual.. haha Greg my coach have just been so encouraging so I been trying hard to do my hours. Well.. I guess I am improving slightly.. a little at a time.

Anyway, lots of things have happen in just this few months.. LOTS OF THINGS.. Alot of family things that been very frustrating and I think its a fine line before someone is really going to CRACK.. Like seriously.. sigh.. Been really sad seeing everyone like this.. But I am not the one suffering of course.. I always try to be very neutral towards everything.. N my new found buddy been a great help for listening to be winch.

His works for the army and he bring my respect to army personnel to a whole new level. Lots og things that he do to keep the country in peace and quiet. His been great.. always lending me a listening ear.. and he really motivates me to do alot of things.. Really glad to have met him. :)

Apart from that.. everythings been well I suppose.. Have not win any tournaments yet so far..BUT I am sure there will be some coming... HOpefully end of this year I would have really improve.. I have a feeling that I just might be able to do it.. I been doing the right things,I just need some confidence!

Been feeling sick all day today.. CAn u imagine I lost my appettite? its like so not possible for me to lose appitite .. This means that I am quite sick.. haha.. Oh welll.. I am feeling better now.. after rolling around in the car for a bit.. Also went to the Army Gallery thingy.. the show is really nice and I get to fire some shots! wow wow..I totally enjoy myself today.. it was awsome!

2008-04-03T20:50:00.001-07:00

Ta dAh~~

Ok I know I havent been blogging about it.. but my life have been pretty boring..
Nothing much have happen.. except for playing exceptionally bad in OCC Ladies Open.. Dont know why it always have to happen on Ladies Open.. I have not play anything more than 76 for the past presvious 10 rounds.. Until I play a competition.. I sucks big time..

Although I try to convice myself that its cos I am sick. but still shottin 39 and 48 is just stupid.. sigh.. anyway... My ankle have not recovered.. sickening.. Went to the doctor for 5 times.. n finally got some improvements.. I just have to stop stressing my ankle.. next week I can start practising again I hope.

Well.. you guys might not believe it.. but I havent been out clubbing since forever.. ok ok. maybe just 1 month.. haha but its quite a long time for me.. Just dont feel like going out and I am just so tired everytime.. My favourite past time now is.. Chill and Relax at home watching Mike He Jun Xiang.. Seriously.. He is my soul!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okok.. I am exagerating things.. but He is good..

hmm... deleted a few numbers from my phone.. mostly idiots.. who dont keep their promises and no point being friends with.. No more being miss Nice girl and be Nice to them.. its pointless.. If they can't be bothered with the friendship we use to treasure or friendship I try to maintain.. then FUCk ThEm.. Cos I know I deserve better.. Lots better.. Don't need people in my life who dont treasure me for who I am.

I am grumpy man.. I am so sick right now.. sore throat and my nose is like a running tap.. sigh.. sigh.. sigh.. I been thinking about alot.. about relationships, about life.. n lots of other things.. n i come to a conclusion that I don't think I will get married.. It's like.. a nice so many guys who wife is soo beautiful.. I am serious like.. they are either ex models or air stewardess.. but they still go out and cheat on their wife.. why? Why men can't be satisfy with what they have and wat they chose? I am so scared I will have to go through it in future.. so I might as well don't get married.. so there will be less expectation and less hurt ... NO Guys in the planet is worth it.. Yet we still need them.. FAn Jian i suppose.. Life goes on..

Who really cares anyway? Everyone is too wrapped up in their own happiness to notice me. How long can I take it? I am so tired.. Everyday I wake up.. I just feel totally meaningless.. sad.

2008-02-27T23:35:00.000-08:00

Things Jiali Been doing

- Being stupid and getting hurt.
- Talking to Geri alot on the msn
-WEnt to Tampinese mall with Geri and sang Ai Lai Guo for the trip there n back home.
-Geri finally see my dog
-Geri finally met my Husband name Ah He.
-Play lots of golf with Mitch
-Sprained ankle while playing basketball
-Ankle still hurting but still playing golf and gym'ing
-Went to the SenSei and the Fucking Ankle still havent recover.
-Trying to rest now so it better recover tomorrow!
-Lost 3kg since Jan!! 7 more kgs to go
-Have a bet with La La. see who can reach goal weight in JUne. Loser run range 50rounds.
-BEing jealous about Amelia
-Pulled out of JOhor OPen cos they are pure Jerks.
-Hate man to the core.
-Gonna trying something different on Saturday.
-N i think I am gonna look Hot.
-Gonna see Brad finally after 5 months.
-wow.. scary..

2008-01-14T08:16:00.000-08:00

So... its Daddy's birthday today! Happy Birthday Dad.. We love ya!

We had lots of fun and took lots of photo! :)

Had dinner at Edagawa a Japanese Teppanyaki restaurant at Central Food was good.. :)
But I think I am so jealous.. I think.. Seeing my sisters having someone to love and someone to love them back.. Its a silly thought isnt it? But I think its just harder when u have sisters and they just influence u one way or another..

I mean I can get one right now.. But I am picky... As in... I want the best and I got certain standards and all of them don't meet it. N i dun wanna settle in for something I dun like and feel disgusted with.. Ya feel me?

Its all so confsing and complicated.. I dun even know why I am feeling like this.. I mean.. being single is great in a way.. but.. do i prefer to be with someone? Maybe I am just going through a phase.. I need to put my concentration all back on Golf..

ANyway, Last Saturday we went to Movida, me, BElinda, Gavin and Adrain.. The Vodka is Soooo Nice! yummy.. Didnt get too drunk.. but I had lots of fun. Music was great. company was great.. I had fun~ =)

Lets go back to golf.. I didnt take part in the HSBC qualifier.. I know I want to.. But I don't want to.. I wanna be able to do it and have a good chance to make it and shine before I do it.. Does it Make sensE? I wanna get in and Impress.. I think right now thats the best solution i can think of. I am 22.. 23 this year.. I have a thought.. If i can just play a big game.. Make the qualifier.. then there u go.. I will be a star then I will be ready to face the tour circuit. its just a thought.

I have a long way to go. I am struggling with my swing.. I hate practising short game.. and I am looking for something that is missing in my life.. Why do I always not get things that I want.. Or things just doesnt go my way. .Or should I say.. I always think so Naive.. always thinks that everyone is nice.. they are not going to do me harm. they think like me.. But I am so wrong.. it doesnt work that way..

I wanna be nice.. I really do.. But how do u define a nice person? how can u show them that u R? But why do u need to show them ANyway!? so many weird questions runnign through my head.. People say things and dun do it. People do it but dun mean it.. People Mean it but take it for granted. its a vicious cycle.. A sad sad world..

I will devote my time into golf.. Put myself in a little bubble and get away from everyone.
That's super not me.. But i think its the only way to keep my focus.. I hate people.. I hate them.. I hate them all.. Stop hurting me.

2008-01-11T08:11:00.000-08:00

Takes 1 min to Like a person.

1month to fall in love with a person

1 year to be with a person

and takes u eternity to forget them..

why?

2008-01-07T10:11:00.000-08:00

HAppy New Year!!

OK.. I know I been lazy! but can't help it.. Been u know BUsy!

Havent been online much and yer u know! just lazy hha..

OF course alot of things happen. BUt there are way to much to say..

So I shall just Highlight the main ones..

First of all.. I will never ever go Clubbing with Rebecca again.. Why?
I can only describe with 1 word.. " Annoying"

Then.. ESter started her new job.. She been quiet.. and Stress out I think..
Dunno how to help her.. But wish she will be back to her old self soon. Chirpy,
funny, tok cock and fun loving Ester..

WAt else.. hmmm... Got a few jobs.. earning money they hard way.. I treasure money more now.. Sadness~

Going to Batam for a Competition on 20th Jan.. Very excited.. PLaying golf with GAvin FLint
on Wednesday WOoooow!!

Hmm.. Went to KL for a weekend get away! It was awesome! People there are so friendly. I totally love it! Finally met Alex.. Very nice guy. LOok around KL and took a bus back to Singapore alone! N not getting lost! wow! I rock!

I tidy up my room.. Write some goals and awaiting for the best of 2008!

Have my first Medicure.. Made myself look Gothic.. :)
MY hair that I highlight Pink Become blonde.. I look nice thought =P

Thats all the major ones I think.. :)

Peace OUt!

2007-11-30T03:03:00.000-08:00

Ok.. I got a SORE EYES again!! OKay! Dear God, PLease cure my eye, I promise not to wear contacts for a month. *prays*

So had a busy week! isn't it great! did so many things and feel so tired and when u slack it actually feels good! haha.. Yesterday had a photoshoot for AsiaGolf Singapore ( I think ) Had lots of fun.. Pretty tiring though.. From 1pm - 5pm.. It was pretty posing though although I sucked at it!

Went to work straight after the shoot.. Work is getting fun maybe cos I start to know more people.. But the getting there part sucks big time. have to change bus twice.. Been slacking with exercise these days! Must get back into it later after dinner.. My eye sucks.. I want a new eye.. :(

2007-11-23T22:52:00.000-08:00

B to the O to the R to the I to the N to the G!

B-O-R-I-N-G

Meaningless life.. Go out to do something? Meaningless.. Everything feel so meaningless to me these days.. Everyone pisses me off no matter wat they do. BEing so super Sensitive and Over reacting to things.. Maybe I am lonely.. Doing stupid things that don't satisfy me.. Oh well.. Enough of me being negative let's see the positive side of Jiali.

Had a pretty good afternoon yesterday.. Went out and had lunch at MOF hmm yummy.. and then went for a massage that I have been longing for! Nice nice hope it lasted forever... hehe.. then went window shopping at Orchard.. Pretty stoned.. maybe just feel tired and sleeping at 4am the night before doesnt help.. LOL.. oh wells.. its all fun and games.. Read 31 comics in 2 days! woohoo record! Slam Dunk Rocks Rocks ROckS!!

Ester present is still on my bed and frostee loves it.. lol.. Oh my date on Tuesday! Hmm.. It went ok I guess.. He is cute.. cute... cute.. Just have to love guys in shirt.. But hmmm.. I dunno.. just see wat happens.. Feel that there's no spark~ ermmm... Or maybe I am just hating, detest and not trusting men right now.. LOL~ wats new.. ? But why not take a risk? why not take a challenge? bah... Over it and done with. :) Thanks to u~~ :)

Anyway, can't wait for chilli crabs tonight! Sambal Stingray.. YUMMMMMMMM.... quick quickk 8pm quick quick!! I love me

Cheerios.

2007-11-19T23:20:00.001-08:00

Hmm.. I got healthy eyes! :) But I can only "officially" wear contacts next month.. *roll eyes*

I am so tired and I got a date tonight.. So boring yet so exciting.

Don't really know if i am looking forward to it or not..

I guess I should.. Shall enjoy myself and not worry~

Good luck to me.. ;)

2007-11-18T10:36:00.000-08:00

A Song about How I feel..

挑一張耶誕卡寫上滿滿祝福的話
Picked out a Christmas card and wrote down my good wishes for you.

地址寫的是心底你能不能收到它
The addresser is from the Bottom of my heart, can you receive it?

天有點冷風有點大城市甯靜而喧嘩
Its a little cold, the wind is blowing strong, The town is quiet yet noisy

這一個冬天我得一個人走回家
I am walking home alone this winter..

問自己習慣了嗎沒有你每到夜裏回聲變得好大
I ask myself if I am used to this, Without you it seems so empty.

有沒有什麽好方法讓寂寞更聽話
Is there a solution to subdue loneliness?

你最近還好嗎是不是也在思念裏掙紮
How are you recently, are you also missing me?

你說會記得我還記得嗎
You said you will remember me, do you still?

你最近還好嗎忙碌嗎累嗎心還會痛嗎
How are you recently? busy, tired? Is your heart still aching?

如果真不得已忘了我快向快樂出發
If its forgetting me that you choose, then hope you are sailing towards Happiness

有再多的牽挂都已沒有權利表達
Even if I miss you deeply, I have no rights to express it anymore

舊情人給的問候比陌生人還尴尬
A regards from your ex is even more awkward than from a stranger.

昨天遠了明天還長回憶模糊但巨大
Yesterday was far, Tomorrow is still a long way, Memories are fading yet still clear.

這樣的深夜眼淚要怎樣不流下
How can tears stop flowing in a night like this?

問自己習慣了嗎沒有你每到夜裏回聲變得好大
I ask myself if I am used to this, Without you it seems so empty.

有沒有什麽好方法讓寂寞更聽話
Is there a solution to subdue loneliness?

你最近還好嗎是不是也在思念裏掙紮
How are you recently, are you also missing me?

你說會記得我還記得嗎
You said you will remember me, do you still?

你最近還好嗎忙碌嗎累嗎心還會痛嗎
How are you recently? busy, tired? Is your heart still aching?

如果真不得已忘了我快向快樂出發
If its forgetting me that you choose, then hope you are sailing towards Happiness

你最近還好嗎是不是也在思念裏掙紮
How are you recently, are you also missing me?

你說會記得我還記得嗎
You said you will remember me, do you still?

你最近還好嗎忙碌嗎累嗎心還會痛嗎
How are you recently? busy, tired? Is your heart still aching?

如果真不得已忘了我快向快樂出發
If its forgetting me that you choose, then hope you are sailing towards Happiness

2007-11-18T09:24:00.001-08:00

I am ANGRY.. lol
It's OUrs!
LOL! Natasha tell us to look In love.. We end up burst out laughing..
Gonna Kill the Culprit behind all Hang overs!
Nah, I am not really LIcking the Gun.

Scary Shadow behind But I look Good it in!

Let's all just pray for a great guy lost in a Motor Bike accident in Australia. idknow his for long, but I feel so sorry for his friends and family that lost him, cos his a fun oving pers

Life is short, we got to move on for better things. That's what I am doing right now. Why close the door to chances and people who wants to come into my life? I should not stay in the same place and wait for him to look back anymore, cos he won't.. so why bother.. :)

Ester is sick! Hope u get well soon babe! Haven't talk to you all day today... so weird.. lol.. Anyways, Had a great time on Friday night at the Cow boy dinner.. Me and Ester dressed up and got Drunk ass~ How not to? We had Free flow of beer and the worst thing is we have Tequilla!.. I swear we are having 2 or 3 shots at a time, Yucks!! Had lots of fun though..

After the Dinner we went to the bar at the club, had a drink then Judy drag us to a Ah neh Bar.. I nearly cry... Well, I cried that night.. but not because of the bar.. lol.. Its ok never again, will I shed a tear for him.. I will give my love to the next person who deserve it.. :) Its easier to be said than to be done.. But I can be strong.

I must start living for myself. :)

2007-11-15T08:22:00.000-08:00

Hi peeps.. I ave a series of high and lows these few days.. hmmmph.. Well... Let's start with Heritage Challenge. It was a great course, But i played so shitty.. I am so angry with myself.. :( BUt I somehow manage to win 3rd prize.. and the prize is Ridiculous.

I won a set of R7 P-3 Iron 3 n 5, PING G5 Fairway woods, Cleveland Driver and a Ping G5 Putter (freaking loveeeee it).. Then I got Lucky Draw 38th prize. a pair of Golf shoes that cost $300++, a Rescue wood and a 29" JVC flat screen tv.. haha .. It took us lots of effort to bring it home.. GOD!! It's all fun and games.. and the last surprise. I got a Sunglass Sponsor from Sundog. How awesome it is.. The glassses look so Greatt! OMG.. I was so so so so happy.. its Ridiculous!

The next day was a little sad but I guess it ended alright.. Started off shit though I am telling u! PLayed Golf this morning again.. My Putter was awesome.. Love in first putt, U know wat i mean? lol.. Apart from that I think I know wats goig wrong with my swing.. bah~~~ Stupid Game.. :)

*I was crying in my dreams, N its all because of u*

2007-11-12T09:59:00.000-08:00

Haven't receive my Birthday Present from Brad yet.. where is it? *pout*

Been tired, well its 2am of course I am tired expecially after the things I did today. Woke up 7am in the morning Jogging, Practise, went to work.. Very fruitful day.. :) Very tiring.. haha but its ok.. I want to be better than her. I can if I put my heart to it.

Still missing Brad, but its ok.. I think he have totally move on already and I should too.. No, :" Maybe he will call" or "Maybe he will SMS me" cos he will never, and I know it very clearly, who am I kidding. I am glad that he is alot happier now though.. Why be together when your partner is not happy? Well, its not partner anymore cos its been nearly 6 weeks when we parted. I know very clearly that, things will never be the same.. We can't go out to have dinner, or partying or even catch a movie... Its just so hard.. Tears will probably always roll down my cheek, that's how much I love him.. N I always will but I just need more time to get myself back to reality again n again.

I never fail to look around into places we always go to, every corner in Clark Quay and even the taxi stand.. Maybe I could take a glimpse at him and I will be happy.. haha nope.. I think I will just bring me more pain and sorrows... At this point of time Ester would probably so angry and dun wanna care abt me and wat I am saying.. haha. I just can't help how I feel right now, especially when I am PMS'ing..

But from today, I am giving up .. No more waiting for his calls or sms.. No more trying to find out if he is well or happy. He is just a friend? Can I think like that? Will he still treat me like one? Will he still enjoy my company? At the end of the day does saying all these matter? Does he know my pain that I am going through? Is it worth it? I might be better off shedding tears for Ester for taking good care of me and I keep thinking negative.. Feel bad for her efforts.. I am stronger but sometimes I just want some room to cry. I am silly I know. Truth hurts and its wat Ester always want me to see and I refuse to believe it and its time to face to truth..
I wanna wake up and be a better person and strive to be better. Not living for anyone but yourself.

Anyway, put the sad things apart. I get a invitation to TMCC Heritage Challenge.. its a great event. Om's might be able to get me a free Lasik and Golf is going pretty good.. :) I am determine for Ester to be my FHM manager.. lol.. can lah~ ^^ Ester buying Dim Sim this week.. I dun care :p

2007-11-05T23:41:00.000-08:00

Its kinda sad how things turned out the way it is.

Is it me? or is it the other party? I believe that both plays a part.

How can someone forget another person so easily, its amazing how people can just move on with their live so easily, while some other people just stuck in the rut.

I am not saying that I am stuck in a Rut, I am just trying to say that you know.. Some people can just take it so much easier than others.. why? I believe its because that person have been playing with another people feeling and just don't really love that person at all. Does it make sense? maybe.. :)

Oh well, anyway.. I am use to be in a single life now, I am glad I have Ester and sisters to hang out with.. But I have been so unlucky.. Been sick sick sick.. its Terrible.. I have an Ulcer on my right eye and the doctor say that I can never wear contact lens again.. haha.. Think I need to go for Lasik soon.. So good bye glasses and Contacts! :)

I still missing him sometimes, once in a while.. But I dun think he will feel the same way. But its ok, life is never fair and I understand. I am glad that he is enjoying life now and having fun. Well, I must say that I am doing the same.. Meeting new people, having fun and looking forward to new stuff.. its all good..

Gonna go Batam on Thursday.. Can't wait!! :) go eat seafood.. yummy in my tummy.. Friday gonna to meet Omi for dinner, maybe can ask him for free Lasik... hehe.. Wat else... hmmm.. Deryne Birthday on Wednesday.. N i am sure there will people who want to date me during the weekends! hehe.. Oh well.. ciaoz.. :)

2007-11-03T11:03:00.000-07:00

Actually I just learn to hate you more everyday. Sad but it Helps :)

so there you go, I HAte You

2007-11-03T10:36:00.000-07:00

Ok I am lazy.. Mainly because I wanna be happy! Writting sad things doesn't help does it!

I tell myself that I am not going to let sad things pull me down everyday. I am gonna pick the positive and happy things everyday, be thankful and be happy. I guess that is how happy people be happy right.. :) *smiles*

Time heals all wound, and I am definately getting better each day.. well.. with alot of help of course and you guys know who you are who have helped me through the tough time. Work sucks suck suck suck big time. Boring working with people who are younger than me and just B-O-R-I-N-G! Oh well, at least I am earning some dough.

I need to start learning how to differentiate the good people and the bad people. Its so hard too judge people man, who's really nice and who's not. Who is worth knowing and who is not.. So confusing.. Oh well.. *prays*

Been learning how to adopt to being Single and I think I am doing Great. Keeping myself occupied and nearly died every night from being so tired. Which is good.. But everything I do feel so meaningless.. haha.. But they are not.. u know wat i mean.. hmm.. haha. I am so weird. I am missing him... When I talk about him I think I will still cry.. But I learn how to block him off.. I feel so bad deleting him off facebook and messenger, but I am just not ready yet.. Seeing him finding new girls and stuff, I have no right to be angry anymore and jealous anymore.. What happen again.. haha.. *rebound* it sucks.. But I am feeling great now so dun worry about me! I am POSITIVE lah!

Look at the people around me who love me.. I feel great and contented.. So much happiness.. Sentosa was great had such a great time with Wen hoped Rui was there.. but oh well. :) Next time for sure! Love ya all..

*Rebounded*

2007-10-24T09:23:00.000-07:00

HEllo Peeps :), just finished work and had a long day.. Pretty much going to go to sleep right now. BUt just wanna keep you guys updated. lol..

ANyway, turned 22 5 days ago. Had a Great Birthday party thanks to my sisters and Ester of course. She made my actually crappy birthday great, I gonna say it once and never say it again.. ESter Is Great. She helped me so much through the past 2 weeks and I am grateful everyday. :) Ester pretty much gave me a surprise party. SHe said she's away to Bail but she's not and everyone pulled out on my birthday EVERYONE even the person that I think will definately turn up didn't. I am disappointed and sad but hey.. Everything happens for a reason. I got pretty drunk with the random drinks offered. I had Whisky, Vodka, Beer, Wine, Sex on the beach shots and Martini's OMG.. apparantly I stayed in the toilet for 2 hours.. lol anyway I had crazy fun that night. Joey and Ester protects me from doing silly things and eventually dragged me home.. hur hur.. Thanks buddies.

Well, I got a job at Night Safari, and today I got praise by the manager ^^ *wow* the pay ain't the greatest but you know it pays my bills.. :) I didnt sleep well at all last night, only had 30mins sleep cos I have been standing the whole evening my back hurts and my hips just dun like the long hours of standing in not- so- great- for- work shoes. :( I need to start going back to gym, I hate being fat. I wanna be better and I am know I am better than this!

Well its been about nearly 20 days now.. :) Still so many thoughts going through my head, trying to stay positive more than ever and trying to handle things all by myself again. No one there to hug or cuddle me but I will survive.. Its good I suppose, a process to make myself grow, a process that makes me stronger, smarter and wiser. Hopefully I am a little more mature and learn from the life lessons. I am not going to lie and say I don't miss him and I am not going to say that I hate him cos I really don't. I still love him alot and I still care for him alot, but I can't show it in the same way anymore and I must get use to it. I think time will heal and then I can start talking to him without being sad or stress again. I have to learn to block him off and accept him as a friend, hardest part so far is knowing that I shouldn't think about him anymore. Cos he just flood my head. its getting better, and I am getting stronger day by day, I know I am strong and I really felt that I have grown up. I love you guys who have helped me pull through this stage. :)

Cheerios.

2007-10-15T09:18:00.000-07:00

HAvent blog for a week only and people are complaining..

Where is people's patience now a days?

Not much been happening really... House Warming and Birthday parties, doing things to keep me occupied.. Althought my mood is normally pretty Crappy..

Let's talk about the house warming, Very nice house and I am very interested to move out.. If i can financially support myself. We played poker and me and Ester shit our pants cos we thought we playing real money which would add up to $1000 =x

Birthday party, would be the October Babies Birthday, didnt go too crazy because we got a golf game today. SO me birthday is 20th, KEn birthday is Today! happy birthday mate! Mitch is 6th and Mark LAz is 8th.. Not forgetting Geri but she didnt join us :D Went to the Pump room had some beer and we had a great time!

Think through alot of things that have happened.

Maybe its time for a change..

Got a job at Night Safari, works out ok I guess.. Gonna start on Wednesday and get back into working life.

Freaking hell I got lost as usual trying to get a bus out of Night Safari.. I cant only laughh... lol..

Saturday is my birthday! Dun feel like celebrating it though.. yer Weird I KNow.. Just u know.. Dun feel like it.. Dunno who's coming, everyone sick and go to vacation. Feeling lonely and stuff. I will get over it I know..

Hope Ester have fun on her Holiday. I was suppose to sleep 2 hours ago.. It didnt happen.. so I am going to sleep now..

I have to learn to love myself and be self fish..

2007-10-08T00:08:00.000-07:00

Feeling better today. I actaully stopped cry.. YAY!! :)

I feel that I can think more positive and divert my attention to other things..

Now and then he pops up in my head.. but I held my tears. I am proud of myself.

I haven't had such a sad blog in such a long time. He did make me very happy.

I look glumy but I try to smile.. Today I wanna be alone..

I played golf in the morning and freaking lost $20 to Ken and Mitch.. grrr..
Lee and Carl must have though that I am Anti-social.. I didnt really talk throughout the whole game.. just smile and thank you's.. I am sorry, I can't help it.

Think about why we having a break. I cried so much yesterday because I thought I gave him so much, But thinking about it.. He gave me as much back.. Its my fault to give him pressure.. I always thought that I am a good gf... but I am not as perfect as I thought I am.. I have so many flaws that make me not even close to good.

I can't understand why I am so grumpy sometimes, I thought I am easily satisfy but I am not, cos I always keep asking for more, I got greedy. Everyone does and normally the other partner cracks. Its good to have a break and I take a step back and see what I have done in this relationship. Yes we are probably not going to be together again.. I know I will miss him alot alot.. i wonder if he will miss me at all, sometimes truth hurts, so I try not to think abt it. But I have to say I learn so much.. I hope I can bring the next person more happiness than sorrows.. I hope I can make the next person feel comfortable and wants to be with me.. I still hope that you are the person, I wish I can still love you, give u hugs and kisses. You are someone so special to me.. I love you.

They say memories fade and I will feel better.. But the happy moments you gave me, I can never forget. I wished I can turn back time and present you a better me.. But its all pretty late isn't it.. Sometimes I wished I had not say things I should just keep in my heart, but this is me, I say wat I have got to say and not think abt the consequence, something I learn too, dun say anything if you got nothing better to say. I do mean every single words I say at the last page of the book. U will always be in my heart.

*Can I love you all over again?*

2007-10-06T18:54:00.000-07:00

I am trying very hard I swear. We just past our 1 year Anniversary.. I love him so much

I am feeling so much pain right now. Tears can't stop rolling down my eyes.

The flowers sitting by my bed doesnt help.. Its the first time He got me flowers.

I am so sad.. But I know this day will come. Not this soon though..

I still wanna spend my birthday with him, Christmas and His birthday.

Its all gone now.. Vanised.. I got lots of happy memories.. N I Can't stop loving him everyday.

I really dunno wat is wrong, I am sorry anyway.

I miss you so much already.

I wanna see you and hug u.. U know I love my cuddles.

I am glad I cooked for you last night. Baby.. I truely Love you.

I got this song stuck in my head.

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
but I know you're here with me now
We'll make it throughand I hope you are the one I share my life with...

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it , I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it,I dont understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way I can stay in your arms?

2007-10-02T11:10:00.000-07:00

*our 1 year*
* The Champagne*
*The Singers lion*

*To prove to ester that this photo CAN be taken*

Ester my Beautiful CArtoon.. Is freaking not replying my MSN!! Therefore I have to write my blog.. Dots.. Think she concussed..

Anyway, I am really grateful to Ester and Mark especially Ester though to come accompany me to Brew Wrekz at Kallang Stadium.. I was in the foulest mood.. I was so sad, down and depress.. and I Thank god that I went to the Bball match.. It was a Great Match! Thankies to Daniel for the Tickets! Thankies for the Flower too. :)

SLinger Rocks! It was Awesome! Well.. Anyway enough of my today. Let's talk about my 1 year Anniversary.

Well, I am very impatient. SO we exchanged our present on saturday :D.. HOpefully Brad likes it . :) *fingers crossed* So now he have to change his wallet every weekend when I see him! whaha.. Hmm I got a nice DKNY be delicious Green Apple perfume and a Branch at Hyatt.. :D

tsk tsk tsk.. its not any ordinary Branch.. its Champagne buffet. Free flow or MOET! yumcious. The buffet is so good.. It made good buffets look not so good! make sense? lol.. They have awesome Sashimi, teriyaki BBQ, Chinese section, Seafood, Steaks and not forgetting my Chocolate Fondue! Yummm.... I had so much fun and I am SOOOooo Happy.. :) Then we went to KM8 and met Rebecca ... :)

I thought it was a coincidence at first but Brad actually sms'ed her already.. so silly.. lol.. I thought Singapore is THAT small! Anyways, had a lychee Martini, know new peoples. Had lots of beer and JB joined us later.. Dun really wanna talk about the fight I had with Brad.. welll.. OK.. It was exciting.. its the first time we fight.. but I dun like.. I hate Fighting, I hate Crying, I hate someone Yelling at me, I hate feeling sad and I Hate thinking Negative.. Its ok.. I still Love u so much.. :)

I realised I havent blog for so long and there is so many things to say.. well.. too bad! LOL

Regards,

Jiali

2007-09-22T20:52:00.000-07:00

Ya! PLayed shit at Heritage tour.. I think I am JInx.. like I never play well in any heritage game. I swear the Lady boss hate me so much that she put spells on me for me to play shit. I hate her too.. so it doesn't help.. wahha..

Anyway.. The last day was fun.. WE had LOTS of beer.. thanks to Ester... We started from 2pm to i think 9pm? lol.. Welll.. to be precise I started at 2pm n the rest LATER.. Not fair.. haha.. Had I think 3 cans of tiger and we shared a few jugs among the 4-5 of us.. Ah.. It was good to drink around golfing atmosphere! Woot!

After a few drinks Jiali comes out with this brilliant plan to go have a putting comp.. its the Girls VS Guys.. We played 3 holes and was chase of by the *toot* member of the club.. Some people just dunno how to have fun... Sadness.. :p

Went home and totally Concassed! SO freaking Tired lah! then went to watch Brad DJ at Hideout on Friday! As usual.. He is as awesome as before.. But I think he Had some stuff up's.. LOL.. BUt still the music was good.. *proud* Then we went to ATtIca.. Its Ang Mo Central man! Had a few drinks.. Didnt get too drunk so I was happy about it..

Slept till 3pm the next day :S HAppy Days! But feeling sick.. sigh.. As in I got a Urinal INfection. Seriously.. Its the worst thing u can get.. But its ok.. I am Strong! :) Get away with work today! *happiness* and going for dinner with some Golfer friends later! Gonna watch Pirates of the Carribean with Brad too! wah.. so happy :) will be better without the Infections!

2007-09-18T08:46:00.000-07:00

I am Offically Lazy.. Therefore, Thus.. there is no blog.. Therefore Thus.. U have to wait till I wanna blog..Therefore thus.. I am gonna sleep now.. :)

2007-09-13T21:19:00.000-07:00

Yay! Friday! U know wat it means!!

I can see Brad today and we are going Fishing TOMORROW! yay yay..

I got overflowing of happiness! I am going to see this "zhi wei dou shu" soon.. its about my life something like astrology.. so yea.. will be interesting.. :) After that I dunno wat we r doing but looking at my sister all dressed up now.. we are going somewhere.. :P

Got a tournament on Tuesday to Thursday next week.. How I wish I can perform.. Its not like I cant play.. I just CAN't PLAy!! Makes sense? sigh... oh wells.. Sis is going to be my Caddy.. So yea will be good fun!

Anyways, need to go now.. Will let u guys know wat they say aout my beautiful life :)

*I Hate crying*

2007-09-12T10:45:00.001-07:00

LIke Ester said, we did went to Gotham again.. On the day before Brad came home.
We didnt go to enjoy the show (although it comes with it), we went to finish the Black Label Johhny Walker that they couldn't finish on Ester's Birthday. well, its 3/4 full and we basically finished it.. This is Crazy.. Just me and Her.. 3/4 bottle.. No wonder I am Hangover the Next day..

I puked 3 times and slept nearly 24 hours and NO my Hangover never go away! N I think its a vicious plan of Ester to make me remember her! Rarrr... SHe Succeded again and again! Anyways, BRAD IS HOME! Welcome Home! *Wrote a Welcome Home banner and runs*

Well, I can't be happier, got lots of cuddles :) and a abrasion on my left cheek cos brad decided to grow facial hair inspired by American Choppers.. He look hot, but.. *shakes head and touches face* it hurts :( still, can't resist him.. DAmn.. ANyways, lots of dramas at home.. HOpe everyone will be happy.. sigh.. Heartaches when things like this happens.. But that's how people learn and stuff.. Poor Brad have to take my shitty moods.. lol *hugs* I promise I will try to be nice.

HAPPY BirthdAY To MY dearest Sister Jiawen.. She is ermm.. 2_ year old this year! =)
Wish u stay young and Happy forever and ever and ever and ever and ever!

Went to Cineleisure to watch RAtaTouile. Nice nice Movie! its Pronounce like this Rat-a-Too-li! OH oh and Brad took photo with me! the Machine photos!! yay.. I wish THey were in English though, it would Make my life 10 million times easier! So I decided to just press any buttons that looks good.. lol.. I can see Brad totally not enjoying this whole photo thing.. But He Survived! Thankies Brad.. U made me so Happy! Yer.. N i promised him that it will last 1 month!! lol Happiness over flow! Cleaned my room.. well its 1/4 cleaned only... but I will continue hopefully sometimes this month.. :P

2 more weeks and its our 1 year Anniversary.. Can't believe time goes so fast.. I still haven't finish the present I am making.. damn.. Have to rush through it this 2 week n try to get it done! I can lah!

*I am gonna beat u! I can, I know I will even without any dedication!*

2007-09-06T20:35:00.001-07:00

Hey peeps.. Counting day 3 days.. or should I say 2 day and a few more hours! :)

My baby is coming back with a new facial hair look.. So excited :) ..

Had such a crazy night on Ester Birthday.. Male strippers, Lap dances .. my god.. I never thought I would ever see things like that.. but I really Happen! All at Gotham Penthouse on Wednesday night! Free Entry some more.. Not talking about the good body, they are excellent dancers .. Really enjoying myself that night.. mostly drinking water.. hahaa.. Played some drinking games.. I lost I drink water.. haha I was good! Ester really enjoyed herself which is very good.. :)

ALright I am sorry to ask Joel to go to the male strip show.. BUT.. I didnt know that they really have one.. I never been to one before.. so.. Please forgive me as I am pretty innocent as well.. :D

Well, the reason I didnt drink on Wednesday Night is because Ester brought me to eat Sashimi and I drank a few Sake.. But I dun think its the main cause of my upset gastric.. I think I was stress about my family problems. Oh wells.. I hope they can get over it and bring my happy family back..

*I am not coo coo.. I promise :( *

2007-09-04T02:50:00.000-07:00

5 DAYS to go!

1,2, 3, 4, 5!! ya! Brad is coming home soon.. I am happy happy happy.. What should I wear to the airport!? I need to go gym tomorrow so i dun look so fat.. aha.. I am perpetually Low in Confidence. sigh..

Oh well.. I think I will get over it soon.. Quick I hope.. Cos i really hate dwelling on it.. Anyway, Golf was good today and more golf tomorrow morning.. so early man! have to wake up and catch the train.. anyways.. Really need to go now as i need to go cothe shopping with Ester Da ren.. its her bithday tomorrow.. After her birthday I can call her Slave! but right now.. I be nice as her birthday present! wahahhahaa..

*I Am Evil*

2007-09-02T07:31:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps.. I just came back from Jakarta this Afternoon!
PLayed 8 days or more in a row.. so tiring.. Physically and mentally.. I swear I have to wake up like averaging 8am in the morning.. I SWEAR! I am so tired and I hate waking up early.

I played crap for the open but won myself a little trophy *laughs*
The trip was good.. met a lot of new people and made alot of friends..
Really enjoied my stay there and people there knows that I love donut and gave me donuts EVERYDAY.. Seriously.. maybe u dun believe it.. but I am sick of it.. yes already.. I think right now is a love hate relationship.. cos it really does make me fat..

I had the best durians in Jakarta like totally.. best DUrians I had in my life.. -so far-
Hmm wat else.. Just dunno why I can't stop missing Brad.. Feel so helpless.. I feel so insecure.. SUPER insecure.. I dunno y.. lack of confidence? maybe.. let's work on my confidence level from today then.. Who Needs Brad anyway! -=I do=- :(

Didnt really buy much.. Bought myself a really cute golf head cover and WAri (indonesian fren) bought me a pair of earrings.. :) very nice.. hmm bought more than 1 dozen of donuts and cake for the family and a cap from the most expensive golf course in Jakarta for Dad.. Nah.. I didn't buy any presents.. its a low budget no budget trip. :(

Oh.. today when I landed in singapore I called everyone and of course Brad and I think its a record.. We talked on the phone for like nearly 10mins! The longest chat we ever had.. haha.. I always remember things like that and things like these make me so happy.. I always wonder if he feels the same way too.. Maybe he can tell me next time.. N I only want truth k! :) Nothing hurts me anymore.. haha... I am a warrior! wats the worst thing? Cry.. lol.. Crying is fun.. I love crying.. lalala.. I am so tired.. I dun even know wat I am talking about..

Y is everyone not home? I feel so lonely... WHy do I have to do everything myself? where is everyone? I am so sad.. I feel like crying.. I want a hug.. *hugs teddy cow*

*perpetually insecure, help me*

2007-08-26T02:24:00.000-07:00

Just came back from 2 days of golf in Malaysia. I WON! yay.. with Crappy scores.. Oh wells.. I could have shot 90 both days and win so nothing to be proud of really.. haha.. Feeling Super sick!

I think I got a slight stomach flu.. Still feeling no appetite and the world is pretty much spinning.. yes it feels like a 24 hour hang over.. haha.. I swear I nearly fainted on the last hole.. I couldn't stand properly and I nearly fell.. Oh wells.. I survived.. It was the worst car ride home though.. It feels like u r really really drunk trying not to puke in the car and taking a taxi ride home.. except that u r concious and the ride home is 1 hour away.. Feel my pain? GOOD!

I only won a Golf bag and a Trophy so.. yer.. I thought I would have got something better like wat I got last year, 2 nights free stay at Phuket.. oh well.. I hate the shower at Legends.. I don't use to but now I do.. cos u see.. Legends is getting the outdoor shower concept and they have pebbles on the shower floor and got a small garden behind.. I thought It was pretty cool until I see Slugs. ewww.. thinking of it make me sick.. maybe its why i feel sick.. Maybe I was too stress about them.. haha.. NAw..

Sigh.. I miss Brad.. I really really do.. LIke I never thought it will be this bad ya know.. its like only been 6 days.. I never thought it would be so hard to not think about him.. but I am wrong.. All I can think of (apart from golf and how to get some money for our anniversary) is HIM! I know its silly but I dun even know if he misses me. Does he need to miss me so its worth it for me to miss him? I know.. I am just being stupid.. and I am crazily missing him and crazily in love with him..

*I am confusing myself constantly*

2007-08-24T05:44:00.000-07:00

Hello! yes I blog back to back 2 days! So proud of myself.. lol..

Well, what did I do today went to play golf at RCC was suppose to tee off at 8:45am and i got on a taxi at 8am thinking that I have plenty of time.. but HOW WRONG AM I.. It took me 50mins to get to RCC and the stupid ride cost me $20.. I definately going on the MRT next time.. geez..

The weather wasnt all that well.. I was praying on the taxi that it will rain so the tee time will be delayed.. but no.. it didnt rain until I get there! damn u! Like.. its freaking Sunny and super crazy rain.. oh well.. I wait till it died down a little then I tee off.. played with 3 guys today from the white tees.. think I did pretty well.. just my long putts are crap.. had 2 birdies and 3 , 3putts.. so I could have do alot better.. Iron aren't feeling that great, but I just practise so hopefully I can pull through the next 8 days of golf... So many days lah.

Well.. I only played 9 holes as I am not feeling that well and its freaking bad weather. It took us 3 1/2 hours to complete the first 9.. so yer.. I came back to Melwood and serve some customer, have lunch and have a 2 hours nap! I havent slept so well for the last 1 week man! so I am happy about the nap =D..

Hopefully we heading home soon cos I have to like wake up at 6am tomorrow! too early :S
Oh oh.. and I spoke to BRad today! hhaa.. as usual I was nervous it took me about 1 hour to have the courage to call him and have a short chat.. haha.. it made my day though.. *happiness*

* Small little things u do make me happy, I Love You*

2007-08-22T21:55:00.000-07:00

Sorry for being lazy and not updating my blog.. Just being lazy :)

Lots been happening, me and Brad went to Chiang Mai and play golf.. and he kick my ass.. even though I gave him 2 strokes per hole.. Hmm.. nothing much to do in Chiang Mai though.. on the last day we went to see the temples which is really fascinating.. they are like few hundred years old and I went to pray for my future and got this white string tied around my right wrist for luck! :) At night we went to the Night Safari.. Its definately alot bigger than Singapore's one, but Singapore one is still better.. :) The Musical fountain is also alot better in Singapore lah! :)

Anyway, enough of my Chiang Mai trip.. I am not working at MElwood anymore, and thank god for that.. I mean I love my sisters and all but the shit going around is not funny.. Mum decided to hire her brother and he is a total disaster! He can't get his job done properly and will keep pushing responsibility to other people.. saying that he have to do everything.. BUT HE GET Paid More than anyone of us! The shit thing is Mum kept defending him.. I mean I guess I will defend my sisters as well if I am caught in a situation like that.. Sigh... Poor Jiawen have to go through the torture everyday since she is the oldest she gets most of the shits too.. *hugs*

SO.. Brad been to Australia for the 4th day already.. N I am missing him already :( .... I always look forward to weekends to see him and get my cuddles.. well.. I guess I get to see him during the week as well. but its different! sigh.. I just have to suffer through 3 weekends! that's not alot right! I can DO IT!!! PLus I am in a super sulky mood because I am sooo sick.. Been sneezing alot and I dun have any appetite.. I couldn't sleep even though I had my flu tablets which are suppose to help me sleep!!!.. and I have cramps all night on my left shoulder.... Rarrr... so the whole night was tossing and turning and cramps and tossing and turning! sigh.. I need to push myself to go practise as well as I have a few major tournaments coming up... This weekend I will be in Malaysia playing the Club Championship and the next weekend I will be in Jakarta.. So.. Time will go so quick and I will see Brad again! :)

*remember to give ducky a hug once in a while*

2007-07-29T07:18:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. nothing been happening much lately.. Just a few tournaments that I played really shit in and I still end up winning some prizes.. haha.. I know its funny..

The scores are so embarassing that I can't tell u wat i shoot.. lol.. Poor Brad have to always listen to me nag after a bad day at golf... *hugs* Oh wells... Won alot of trophies and yer its all good.. Been partying alot as well.. which is BAD.. I need to start going back into the gym and be determine *laughs*! which I always fail to do it.. sigh sigh.. I always have questions going in my head.. Like.. " If I dun try to be skinny now.. I will be fat my whole life, therefore thus I have never been pretty in my life.. If when i got old and I am skinny then I wont be as pretty as how I should be when I was younger" Complicated? Yer.. I think so too.. I just think too much nonsenses sometimes. Oh well.. Maybe just Maybe I can try to be skinner~ n try to at least look a little bit hot.. haha...

Anyways, I had a totally Drunk ass weekend.. Cos of Harry's birthday.. People PLease remind me not to go drinking 2 nights in a row.. *DOH*.. All was fun though.. we went to play indoor golf and It was fun we are drinking Beer and playing golf in Aircon.. That's life. By the end of the game I am pretty much feel like floating when I am going to hit the ball.. lol~ N nope.. it didnt help me play better lol... After that we went to Brewrekz (however u spell it) for dinner.. Jesus.. its expensive.. Sorry Brad.. I didnt mean to pick the most Expensive restaurant.. it just happen to be expenive.. Make sense? :p .. Well.. I received flowers from Brad today.. but its electronic.. lol... I like it.. I really really do.. I think its really nice.. :) :) :) I am just so happy.. I am so easily please.. lol..

OH oh and Brad says that he wanna get me a Diamond ring instead of a life size teddy bear! YAY!! I mean.. I dunno I would love to have both u know.. but... I can't be greedy rights :-) So much happiness, I Heart Brad so much! *althought sometimes he is so freaking stubborn*:)

Anyways, another news update! I am gonna go full time golf in August.. Hopefully I can get a little bit better.. I giving myself 1 year.. If I am not feeling comfortable with the training or I am still struggling after 1 year.. it will be the end of Golf.. I mean I will still love golf but its not gonna be my career.. N I am very firm with my decisions. Let's just see wat happens! Maybe after one year of tedious training I will become a HOt chick and The modelling Agency wants me to Model all over the WORLDs!! Muahaha.. *Dreaming* Hey Expect the unexpected ;)

*HUgs n Kisses to My babe* :)

2007-07-12T03:50:00.000-07:00

I am Sick Sick Sick... apart from that I am pretty much busy with golf.. Haven't been playing at RCC much cos of my wrist injury and the I got this bad cold.. Having fever and feeling down.. sigh.. Tomorrow there's a tournament at Sembawang Country Club.. Dunno how I will play.. sigh.. feeling so weak and sick that I havent really been practsing except for playing on Tuesday.

So not much been happening, just Preparing for tournament and being angry with my golf.. I know its just a game of Golf but sometimes I just couldn't get over it.. Didn't play Changi too well couldnt strike the ball properly.. sigh.. Even though I came in 2nd.. haha.. Oh wells.. Shit happens..

PLayed RCC Open on SAturday and the weather in the morning is horrible.. sigh.. PLayed alright until I shot 9 on the last hole.. Stupid I know.. but oh wells... I learn from my mistakes and definately not going to make it again. I wanna be more calm and less aggressive on the golf course.. I dun wanna be angry, I am just not that kinda person off the golf course.. Funny isn't it.. haha..

Well.. I been feeling very down lately.. just very negative and all.. SO everyone please bear with me.. or give me some confidence if u can.. Sometimes I just need assurance.. sometimes I just feel Insecure.. Maybe cos I am sick and I am feeling sorry for myself.. haha.. Its so Stupid.. How can I let myself think like that?..

ANyway, brought a PINK jacket yesterday.. PINK! yes P-I-N-K.. it look so cute.. haha.. Which I dunno if it really suits me.. I like the colour but.. People always see me as rough and boyish... so maybe I care too much of how people look at me and rarely do wat I feel good and happy about.. I am so easily effected by how people judge me and wat people say.. Sigh.. I came a long way for me to look like how I am now.. yet people still calling me fat.. I am serious.. I think the only person who think that I look ok is Brad.. *hugs* I hate being called fat u know.. I know I can do something about it.. but when I feel depress I eat, when I feel angry I eat.. when I feel Happy I eat, When i feel bored I eat.. haha and normally the wrong food. sigh.. I am going for Lipo SUcktion!

Well, think I should stop thinking and go jogging meow.. I know the doctor told me not to do anything to strainous.. So if I happen to Die out there.. Just wanna let My family knows that I love them lots and I woove BRad so much too... lol.. *hugs*

2007-07-02T05:56:00.000-07:00

Wow.. What a Superb weekend I have.. Wheee!!

Friday we went to Jason's house warming... Very nice nice place.. on the 40th storey and very nice and cosy place. Becky the house dog was very nice and cute too!! it was so fun, we play Wiiiiiiii (i dunno how many i's it have :S) and think it cos of lack of golf for the past 1 week I got a sore right shoulder.. haha.. Yer.. so farnie (Deng Shan is a good golfer too and he say he get sore sholder as well! when playing wiii ).

Went to work on Saturday, work is usual and went to our modelling rehearsal at RCC.. was pretty much boring.. have to do it over and over again! n have to think about the moves we want to make when we are standing at the front.. gosh.. I think I will only start hitting the panic button when actually finish golf that day.. I REALLY BADLY want to win that tournamet.. MY swing feeling a little bit weird.. but I think I know wat went wrong but my wrist dun like it when I do the right thing so wish me lucks on Friday and Saturday.

ANyways, Saturday night was BRad's DJ'ing night.. It was pretty damn awesome! The crowd was pretty good.. N BRad thinks that my dress is nice.. which makes me really happy.. LIttle things like that make me the luckiest girl in the universe! :) Brad did well as usual.. Met up with ChiaHow and Amanda.. Had lots of yummy shot with Amanda! its was just awesome :) Yer, Had heaps of fun. didnt have a hang over on Sunday which is even better! Slept till really late though and cooked Japanese Beef Curry for BRad :) so all is good.. I am happy! :)

hmm today (yesterday) was a pretty good day had a sleep in went to work for a short meeting.. walked 9 holes. had a beer after golf, talk to my long time friend Deryne.. Had a good dinner and play stupid games and frisbee! It was a fun filled day... I am always happy when I have a busy and tiring day (exclude tiredness from work).. My face is filled with pimples.. SIGH.. :(

Oh oh and BRad is Playing in a tournament on SAturday... haha not exactly like a tournament la.. but it will be more competitive .. u will never know maybe will can get a hole in one and win US a car :) :) ... yeap.. US, WE, OURS.. must share the love! lol..

Yawns.. so tired now.. Think I shall sheep! CIaos :) :)

*Don't go*

2007-06-24T23:03:00.000-07:00

Back from Thailand trip! its lots of fun and I took lots of photos with my new camera! yay! :) Thanks Brad for chipping in ;) Anyway, Brad insisted that I should be blogging about the car accident along BUkit Timah ROad the other day.. What's new? DiCkheads trying to race in a busy road.. Bang.. into the bus and cause a scene.. Fire coming out of the bonnet.. IDIOTs..

Anyway, Thailand was really hot.. Hot hot hot hot hot.. We are mainly doing shopping and went to the night life.. SCARY... they just look at me and start talking Thai to me.. gosh.. me and Brad walking down there makes me feel very weird.. lol.. anyways.. Brought lots of things.. and clothes and seen lots of Lady boys.. eat lots of Yummy food! Best Tom Yam Soup and Green Curry Ever.... hmmm... I will just go back and eat it again n again! yumms.. n its cheap too :)..

We were a little bit more advantourous this time, we took lots of local transportation, like BTS and we even took a bus from the Air port.. pretty cool.. n we went to watch a movie at IMAX... super cool and big and clear.. except that the freaking sound system decided to screw up in the end.. tsk tsk.. we stayed in this hotel call I resisdence.. its small but cosy.. :) if u wanna see more picture u can go to www.myspace.com/jiali_85.. :) HOpe everyone like the pressie I got them ^^.. Ciaoz.

2007-06-18T09:29:00.000-07:00

hmm.. so I am busy and busy n busy for the past few days.. therefore it explain why I am not blogging :p.. Or u can pharse it as Lazy as well.. lol..

Anyways, not much been happening, lots of golf and I think I kinda Injured my wrist with a bad grip. Went to a Chinese SenSei on Sunday.. and the conditions today actually worsen... Oh dear.. Hope that its only temporary.. I need to get back to Golf soon. So i SOld my phone for $900.. well.. I mean I really wanna get $1000 out of it.. but I guess I gone from $0 to something.. not so bad.. I really badly wanted a camera.. BUt I dunno if I should get one.. LIke u know. sigh. decisions.. hmm.. wat else.. Went to KTV at Club 97.. I thinks.. Some club la.. its like a live band and Karaoke club.. Had lots of fun with my old frens.. Haven't seen them in months.. Really glad that I went and played Dice and talk crap with them..

Then I proceed to watch Brad Spin at Hideout.. He is as awesome as usual.. I think he is great, Really.. I would say that one of the best... But damn I get jealous, for obvious reason.. .. I am in such a dilema.. O wells.. only get 4 hours sleep before going to work. I am seriously lacking sleep that whole week.. I slept all day on my day off on Sunday! YESS!!! .. So happy, chirpy and lively! lol.. Had a nice day watching tv and like I said went to the chinese Sensei and let him inflict pain on me.. which I seriously regret..

I realise that I am very bad with mixing around people who speak good english generally.. I am super low in confident and SHy when facing them.. I am not Anti-social and I am definately not boring (right?).. Just that I find it very hard to talk when there is loud music, when I am tired and when I totally can't understand the joke and I am too scared to say something cos I am so afraid to get laughed at :( hope u peeps can understand, when I was young I always get laughed at cos of my english speaking skills.. Being laugh at cos I am fat.. and alot of other things.. So I am super sensitive with things like this..

ANyways, early tee off tomorrow and I gonna sleep now.. Or I will regret not sleeping earlier.. Ciaosz..

Ben n Jerry's at work!! Resist the temptation!

I WoN

2007-06-10T22:50:00.000-07:00

Yer.. BIGGEsT news!I won JCC LAdies OPen.. :) Its been long but it still feels like a dream for me.. Everytime when I sit down and look at the throphy I think about my playoff.. The feeling I have throughout the whole game is Scary..

All I can hear is my HEartbeat and all I can feel is MY hand couldn't stop shivering... No matter how much confident I gave myself My heartbeat slowed down and Hand still could not stop shivering.. This win means more than anything for me.. SO i am really happy that I won.. haha.. well.. I could have win the first HOle EASILY.. i could have sink my 2nd putt which is 2 feet away from the hole to win.. BUt I am so nervous seriously i feel like the ground is shanking so badly.. lol.. BUt hey i learn from my mistake.. I make sure that I dun make this mistake again after the next few holes.. Par the 2nd and 3rd hole and the last hole to win..

Bee did really well.. She nearly hole the chip for birdie on the 4th hole.. but I made the 2 feet putt to win the game.. I couldn't believe I won until Bee came over and shook my hand.. I was so happy.. MUm is so nervous that she dare not follow me for the last hole.. she said she is worried that she will faint.. haha .. Upon arriving at the club house I ran to my mum and I shed a tear.. I am So SO happy.. Its just amazing..

Still couldn't believe it until They called my name and declared that I am the
2007 JUrong LAdies OPen Champion..
Wow.. :) MY life is filled with unlimited happiness.. All the hard work didn't go down the drain.. I prove to people that I can make it happen.. Incredible :) so.. my weekend is filled with happiness of my win :) WOn a Throphy, A $1000 phone, and a package tour to Chiang Mai! Whooot!! Thanks for the Chocolate from brad and $50 from mum and $20 from Rui.. lol.. ANyway its over now.. I have to focus on my next tournament.. hopefully I am make another win... FOCUS~

Been very tired.. but everything is good.. I hate a certain someone.. but ooh well.. Brad came to the range on sunday and I cook Chicken Parmigiana.. its yumcious... :) *Happiness*

I Love it

2007-06-06T23:59:00.000-07:00

Yay! been so busy with GOlf lately and finally got my new clubs and stuff.. think i have mention it.. But I think I need to reshaft my new irons.. sigh sigh.. Hate making wrong decisions.. its so stressful u know.. Oh well.. I learn..

PLay golf with Sister and Dad on Tuesday, was really fun, but at the end of last 3 holes, we r really tired, first from waking up too early and then cos we laughed too much on the Golf Course plus the sun.. so yer It was good.. If I ever gonna die the next day, my dream Group to play Golf with will be my sisters and Dad for sure.. Mum can watch.. lol..

Hmm so wat else... Had a really good sport psychology lesson yesterday at JCC with Drew and gang.. was really interesting and I really do like it alot, if i ever have a chance to study again, that's probably the subject I will study.. but hey! it ain't gonna happen! lol ...

After game today at RCC saw Deng SHan, had a putting challenge with him today and WON!! TAdah.. so Proud of myself lol.. He owe me a drink too lol.. I want a jug of beer!! lol.. Everyone is so tired.. Basically just cos of work and so many things happening.. Oh wells.. I reckon we should go on a holiday!! BALI!!! not gonna happen.. lol.. but I am going Bangkok for a weekend away with Brad.. How exciting! *excitements* So i gonna go now and let my sister work again.. :) ciaoz..

*~ducky power~*

2007-06-01T00:02:00.000-07:00

What a slow slow day.. Everything is slow and depressing.. I have stomach cramps and I am in a very irritated mood.. I can't get my thoughts sorted out and I am not as positive as I use to be today.. Freaking freaking not very happy.. Everything happens for a reason.. I shall just not worry about anything.. I shall just ignore everything, just be myself and enjoy myself.. no point worrying abt stupid things.. yer ok done.

Its ok, I dun stay depress things come and go. Somethings and meant to be, somethings are not. I have decided to only eat 1 meal a day.. its sound so impossible right.. ya i KNow.. I will try.. Things that girls are willing to do to look good. haha.. Stupid? yer, who cares anyway :p

RARrhhh... I have to smile.. right now.. Hate being in this mood... I hate being emotionally controlled by unnecessary things. I have to control my thoughts not let my thoughts control me.. I hate myself today.

*I believe in karma, don't steep as low as them*

2007-05-29T00:18:00.000-07:00

Been so busy, so many things happen, so many things I wanna say.. But I am sO LAzYyyyeeee .. Let's just focus on the main ones eh..

Played Heritage, could have done alot better.. On the 2nd day I shot 2 under after 10th hole, but my mind decided to screw up.. SO many things have been happening the past few days.. Sometimes I dunno if what I did was right.. If i never say certain things, maybe things doesn't turn out a certain way.. through this year wat I learn most is becareful or wat I say and be sensitive. Think abt the consequences and stuff like that.. Making decisions and all those grow up shit.. I mean its part and parcel or life and I think doing all those will bring me into a whole new level of maturity *level up*. Sometimes somethings must be said, somethings must be done even though the consequences is TERRIble! .. I dunno Sometimes I think I am still self fish in alot of way but I am learning :)

Anyways, enough of those serious thoughts :) My weekend was awesome! filled with lots of cuddles and hugs :) I didn't survived Friday night at HIdeout cos I was way too tired.. Normally I would just say I am ok and keep myself awake, but that night I was totally falling asleep.. had a very decisive day on saturday, we were going to Beach Volley ball, didn't happen cos we decided to sleep throught the afternooon. Then we decided to go to night safari but we woke up too late.. haha.. so lots of decision and not action. =p..

Finally went to Beach Volley on Sunday, wasn't that excited at first, cos its just hot girls in bikini playing beach volley, it's very demoralising u know.. lol.. hate beaches! oh wells, I love myself I love myself... Anyway, its turned out really good.. I even got a Tann YAY!!! well.. we are surrounded by Brazil fans and they are just jerks.. bad sportmanship peeps.. So me decided to cheer for China! So it was pretty good! I was cheering for them and stuff I was really enjoying myself.. We even went for a ride in the Luge! It was awesomely fun! Had such a fun day! AFter sentosa we went to dinner at MArce! Yumness!! love the desserts! then we went for a movie called "Blades of Glory" Awesomely STupid show... but funny :)

Anyways, going Night Safari tonight and Ice cold beer tomorrow. Brad spinning at BBBC on SAturday! SO many happiness this week that it have exceed the happiness meter!! Yay!!

*I woove u*

2007-05-18T10:43:00.000-07:00

Flowers Brad gave me.. Obviously Plucked from some bush.

I am Grumps.. Grump grump grump..

Its Friday.. N I am not beside Brad.. Its ok... At least he is having fun over there.. I guess it just make it worst when I am having a fever, Infection in the throat and my right gums are sore cos I think my Wisdon tooth is popping out in a don't seem too good position.. sighness.. I need a hug, I need lots of cuddles (i don't care u owe me millions of cuddles Brad).. I shall go look for my replacement bf.. haha.. just kidding =x

Its time like this I am Self fish and uncontented with every single thing.. I will keep picking negative points from the most perfect picture. I dunno wat I am talking abt.. I am dilusional.. Bahzzzz's

The doctor said I might become like a man if I keep doing so many vigarous excerise in the gym.. NOooo... :( its a long story how it come abt this topic.. But its all good.. Did some Shopping therapy with Brad's $300.. Got him 1 pants, and i think about 4 shirts.. :/ I wanted to get some Billabong shorts but I figured that we can get them at Bangkok really cheap in JUne.. So.. He can wear his old ones until then :) Going to Jurong Point and see if I can get more stuff tomorrow or over the weekends. Its not a burden really. .I enjoy buying things for him from me and not my money! haha..

Oh wells, at least I get to see Brad on Thursday.. and he Gave me flowers for the first time! which he pluck from somewhere.. Seriously.. I dunno if I hsould be angry or happy abt it.. sigh.. n guess wat.. He found his colonge... yes... the one that he 'lost' when we come back from Phuket. He found it at the front pocket of his Baggage.. how absurb.. That just show that u didn't search hard enough! Luckily I haven't got him a new one. .Oh wells.. everything happens for a reason..

*What I don't see doesn't hurt me*

2007-05-15T07:19:00.000-07:00

Didn't manage to play golf this morning AGAIN!! sigh.. sigh... tsk tsk..
BEcause of the rain delay and I can't play myself.. therefore I couldn't play.. they have to join me with other flights and according to them they were going to call me.. BUT NOOOoo.. They never call me.. and I end up leaving JCC and leave to Arena early.. Oh and they said my shorts and too short.. wat rubbish... SOme ladies there wear their shorts so short that u can see their ass.. Dun be too happy Brad.. Cos they are like 30 - 40 year old with big ASS!!!!

Anyways, glad that I caught up with some sleep at the sofa :) Ah.. sleep... Things that I would do to just have that extra 15 mins Nap time... NAppppzzzzzz's

After the Lunch crowd I went to Jurong Point and do some shopping... Got some Shorts and Sports Bra.. hmmm... and some flowers for Rui from someone.. I want flowers too.. *HINT HINT* *POKE* Its all good.. its ok.. I can live without flowers :(

Went to gym and did circuit training... not too bad... I am getting fitter!! *shows muscles* and went for a quick sauna.. All n all is good and I should go have dinner now... GOt a 9am class tomorrow so ciaoz~

*I am in a Dilema*

2007-05-14T06:51:00.000-07:00

Tiredness...

I am so freaking tired... MY overall day was pretty good except for the stupid taxi driver this morning.. sigh sigh.. I wanted to go Raffles Country Club, he drove me to Raffles Town Club.. n I had to teach him how to use the NETS machine when we reach Arena (I have to cancel my game at RCC).. N its freaking TOO expensive the totally bill is $24 and extra $0.30 cos I have to figure out how to use the nets and teach him how to use it! RArrr..

Oh wells... Lunch wasn't very crowded today but got a $4 tips cos they say the food was excellent and the waitress is so Hot! haha... not.. Oh Forget to tell you guys about Mother's Day... It was really good.. Mum was really happy and she brought her new handbag which I got her to work today.. :) she was all smiles.. Makes our live so much easier and the fact that we love her so much :) ... We had Steamboat for dinner and we surprise her with a Mother's Day Cake and A Rose... I think she was very happy that she had us as her daughter.. Love u mum!

Dad came home today and was really good to see him.. He wanted to give me the BMW bag that i think he really like alot.. I feel very touch.. I mean although its not the style of bag that I would use.. But I would use it just cos of the love.. haha.. *goosebumps*

After Lunch Wen and Rui went for a Sauna and brought back some awesome gifts for me.. MY stinky clothes that I left in the Changing room since SAturday... U see I got a explaination for that.. I was too shock about my fall from the threadmill that I suffer from Short term Memory lost.. yer.. that's it.. :) N I went to gym after they came back.. DId some weights and I think I am getting stronger :D.... Tomorrow will be my circuit training again... bah.. thinking abt it makes me tired.. :p Have to eat healthy man.. its so tough... Eating unhealthy = all the gym work going down the drain.. not good.. So I am gonna get the right food tomorrow and start my diet! Wish me luck peeps.. have a too early start tomorrow.. have to be at JCC at 7:30am.. Glad that I am playing golf than sitting in a office though ;) so CIao..

*muacks Muacks*

2007-05-13T08:09:00.000-07:00

Yes.. People mainly laugh at my misfortune when I tell them what happen.. Afterall, falling off a threadmill only happens in cartoons or AMERICA'S FUNNIEST HOME VIDEO. yes.. laugh.. I fell off the threamill.. SO what! I am proud of it... NOT.. It hurts like hell.. It burns whenever I have a shower, and having mum to nagg me! "Put some coconut oil on it" like some miracle medication and makes me smell like a "Ah Neh"

Why why why... careless me.. at least I only get it on my legs and not on my face... So its all good lah... After the incident happen.. I am like the only person sitting on the floor laughin.. haha. its kinda funny though.. really.. OUCH but funny.. Oh wells.. Its times like this that I learn! :)

I am in a grumpy grumpy mood.. Call me Grumps.. It happens once in a while and I am SUper Grumpy the past few days.. reasons? I dunno.. maybe I have been waking up way too early for this week... Not much smiles happening although I am really happy spending time with Brad.... N my period is not here yet! Frustration.. cos I got a constant feeling that is coming but it didnt.. It's very irritable trust ME!

I am so tired now.. and I am still at Melwood.. I have a golf game at RCC tomorrow at 7:30am and a golf game at JCC at 7:45am on Tuesday, 9am Golf lesson on Wednesday and Brad is going to Bali on Friday :( ... Well.. dun get me wrong.. I am very happy that Brad is going overseas and having fun and enjoying himself there.. but I am sad for my own self fish reasons.. BUt I will get over it.. so its all good.. SO what should I do when Brad is away.. hmm... Maybe organise some gathering with my friends... maybe.. I will just practise golf haha... Maybe I will just work at Melwood and miss him! haha.. I am just being silly..

My weekend was good anyway despite the fall from the threadmill.. In fact I am very happy about working at 12pm on Sundays.. Makes my life so much easier... Seriously waking before 9am on weekends is a TASK! Righto, guess I shall stop here and go stone .. SO freaking Tired lah...

*muacks* to u :)

2007-05-09T06:44:00.000-07:00

PLayed Keppel today and played really bad.. Oh wells.. I have to think positive and look toward the future! At least I pitched in and had a Birdie on the last hole! That was an awesome shot I must say! its about 30 - 40m.. Uphill and I have to hit it over the bunker.. It was just a totally awesome shot.. I couldn't see the ball roll in.. I hit it and went straight towards the pin and my frens just told me its in the hole.. ain't it awesome to end a bad day with a good shot! *I feel good* Although we carried our bag and played 18 holes.. I dun feel tired at all... Must be all the gym training I have been doing.. I just have to control my diet now and eat healthy, so i can lose my big tums~

Wore my new contact lens today! its super comfy.. It doesn't get dry so fast as the previous one.. and its just very comforatble to wear them.. its kinda expenive but.. $48 for a month and half. Oh wells.. Its things like that I can't avoid to spend $$ on.. Hmm.. Been waking up too early these few days.. but its all good.. Feel like I have achieve something everyday! Got myself a training partners.. Geri and Lorene.. Hopefully we can train hard together and make RCC proud and achieve wat we all wanting to achieve..

Gonna get some new clubs with steel shafts soon! HUrrays! Gonna try it out at Cathay on Friday and If I like it we gonna get it..! yay! The next thing that will be going is my driver! wanna get the Taylor Made driver, CAlled Burner.. the newest one.. pretty ex but.. guess I won't be able to get it until a few months later. =( I want it badly though.. sigh... N I need new wedges too and a 3 wood.. haha.. Ya, I know I want alot of things but they are necessity~ :)

JUst cut my hair this evening.. Cut it short, about 2 - 3 inch shorter than before. Well.. it look alright I guess.. I dun really hate it but I dun really like it either.. I guess I will find out tomorrow.. Just gonna chill and have some ME time now.. WAtch some DVD's and start a fresh day tomorrow :) ..

*Fine, Whatever, I DUN CARE!*

2007-05-07T16:20:00.000-07:00

I am SOoo Tired...

I feel like Puking..

My eyelids are heavy..

Yet I am getting BAD night sleeps!

I hate u Pillow.. I hate u!

2007-05-06T09:44:00.000-07:00

Well.. Had a nice weekend as usual! HMmm m weekends are normally goodzzzzs... Didnt manage to go to gym though, cos CY is sick and we have to work its all good :)..

Will have a super busy week ahead.. Really hope that I can still manage to make time to meet up with Brad during the weekends. So tomorrow/today will be playing golf at 7:35am a RCC.. Tueday will be Changi CC @ 7:45 tee off.. Wednesday is at Kepple 2pm tee off. Friday will be at Changi league game time is not confirmed yet, but its probably in the morning. Have to rush in to work or go to golf after work after all the games.. Have to work on Saturday and Sunday as CY is overseas. So yer.. Sigh.. Keep my fingers crossed.. =)

Must work extra hard in gym this week and RESIST temptation! Damn u Junk Food! DAMN u to Hell!!!

Righto, Bed's time!

*Treasuring the days that I am with u*

2007-05-02T13:05:00.000-07:00

I had so much fun with my friends tonight!

I didn't drink much, cos drinking brings sorrow! SO I am a good Girl!

I feet is so sore from Dancing! Wheee...

I will post some photos tomorrow!

Hope I can sleep well tonight!! Zzzzz..

*I can't help it*

2007-05-01T06:44:00.000-07:00

So I has so much fun for the past few days... I couldn't digest the happiness that is given to me.. Kinda make me feel sad.. But everything happens for a reason and its just a cruel game call Love.. haha.. I sound so sedimental...

Anyway, let me tell u my happinesses!

We went out on Friday to listen to Brad n Shawn spin at a place called Hideout.. A really nice and cosy place. Brad did a really good job! *so proud* Totally enjoy my night there, Thankies to Yance and Bee coming over that night! Catch up and had a few shots.. Finally ended our night at HIdeout about 3am.. NIce night out and knowing alot of people..

Saturday is the usual "sleep till I can't sleep anymore day".. hur hur.. So I woke up at bouts 1pm? haha.. Then we head out to City Hall to eat lunch at New York New York. Had a nice lunch and Brad made me a cotton candy... :) After lunch we went to Watch a movie called Fractured, Nice movie. Oh, Brad gave me a surprise when we get to the cinema. He bought the Gold Class Tickets instead of the normal ones.. Wow.. am I happy.. Smiling from ear to ear.. They have recliner chair, Blanket and having the person I love sitting by my side just makes me wanna cry.. U know.. so many happiness!

After the movie we went to Sentosa on the monorail! Went to see the laser show pretty cool show.. then we went for dinner at some restaurant near the beach. HAd Fish n Chip *yumcious* and had this drink its long Island Tea with Pineapple juice.. HorriBle!If u want to ask me.. haha... regrets.. :p.. Then we went to CAfe Del Mar... NIce nice place.. They have beds on the beach! Its nice just sitting there looking up the sky CHilling and sipping my Mango Magarita! Then we went back.. really really exhausted!

Anyways, back to work on Monday.. N went to Brad's place to cook CAbonara! He seemed to like it so it good :) .. Had a few drinks and sleep early to go to Zoo today.. Zoo was pretty good and tiring.. The show was good and I really want a Sealion as a pet now! Had a really nice few days..

Lots of Happiness so many that I dun ever want to lose it.. I scared I will start being Self Fish, I am So scared that I can't control my emotions, my thoughts about how hard is it to let it go when the day come.. I am Scared to lose the person I love so much.. Its all so confusing and complicated.. But I have see it coming.. I just wanna spend the rest of the time u r here together.. Cos u never fail to make me smile.. I love u.. *hugs*

*There is no forever happiness*

2007-04-26T09:15:00.000-07:00

Worked 12 hours today.. Feeling High all day cos of the coffee..

I wanna look Hot tomorrow.... But I am gonna get my back fixed.. which means big bruises on my back..

I got new Golf Clubs from Uncle Alvin.. But the Shafts are too Stiff and Grips are too thick.. *sounds wrong* :/

I was gonna go for a Holiday on Labour Day.. But there is a Buffet..

I wanna Blog more... But mum wants me to go shower..

Ciaoz.

2007-04-25T09:52:00.000-07:00

My Ass hurts! From last night Cramp.. Ok I am winching.. But it really hurts.. *sobs* *reaches behind n massage it*

But I survived.. Got some muscle relaxing panaldos to take before I go to bed so I can get rid of the ache on my left hip.. Think its time to go back for another Physio session.. Its not hurting but the ache is so irritating that I can't sleep properly at night.. Oh wells.. Hope I can get a good night sleep tonight..

Still manage to go to gym this eveing... Only really did Cardio.. Working hard to get my Abs !! Gonna do some circuit training with one of the couple in the gym tomorrow.. Pray that I survive... The way he says it sound so impossible to me..

Anyways. Ciaoz~

Best Tuesday Ever

2007-04-24T08:23:00.000-07:00

Yer.. I am super Tired right now but really want to spread my happiness!

Well.. I get to play golf today so that's Happiness number 1.

Then the ultimate happiness comes Playing bowling with Brad and Having dinner with him.. Roy came for bowling too so its good.. I had 3 "Drain" ball.. Mean 3 drinks on Friday.. .Boo!

Oh Dinner was good.. we ate at Orchid Country Club.... We had 2 Bamboo Clam, Chicken Drumlets and Hor Fun. At the end of the dinner, Brad dared me to eat 4 pieces of Green Chilli for $40.. To a normal Singaporean.. They would have no Problems at all.. But I am in trouble.. I can take spicy food but never in my life have I eaten Chillies, Whether its RED OR Green.. For the $40 I took the 4 pieces of chilli and Yucks... I had made a right choice my whole life.. I dun think I will ever eat green chilli with any kind of food again.. Unless of course its a dare again..

I totally enjoyed my evening although I am totally tired.. Must be my flu and my headache.. I know it won't help by going to Double O tomorrow.. I have no intention to go out until my dear KJ messaged me few mins ago to go out tomorrow.. I owe u one my dear friend so I am going to go tomorrow.. but I am leaving early k!

Last but not least.. My final hapiness comes with Brad sending me home this evening... Cos Finally there is some place that go past my place first! hur hur.. Anyway.. Brad is Dj'ing at Hideout on Friday! How exciting! veryone should come to this prestigious event... hur hur.. righto beds time!

*its amazing how easy u can make me smile*

2007-04-23T08:58:00.000-07:00

Really excited cos Brad Shaved his Head! Can't wait to see him tomorrow!!

Been really Sick today.. Couldnt wake up early just have this headache.. Its better now, I was going to the doctor but I figured that leave it long enough it will recover itself.. so Tadah.. No doctors! Just I am sorry about the peeps that I spread my diesease to.. hur hur... Ok.. If i dun get well by next week I will see a doctor for sure..

So after serving the lunch crowd, I had a really quick nap... Then went to the gym and had a big practise session.. Think my swing is screwed up, but I will do my best tomorrow! Really regreting now.. haha... SHould have just play Red tees =p.. Oh wells... I will kick ass tomorrow! *positive thoughts*

2007-04-22T09:06:00.000-07:00

*Sadness* Weekend always goes so quickly.. Fun time just go so quickly.. sigh...

My weekend was good~ BUt I couldn't get rid of this irritating headache.. Only the left side hurt though.. and I was getting Sharp pain too.. so its pretty annoying..

Anyways.. On Friday night, me, Brad and Belinda went to listen to Roy spin at M.O.X which is a Gay bar.. haha.. Its pretty disappointing though.. I didn't see any guys kiss.. haha.. See alot of of hugs and cuddles and GAyness but no kisses.. Brad is sitting behind a tree just in case some Gay decided to touch his butt.. *Laughs* We then we to St James at around 3am.. Lots and lots of people! Its not too bad i think... I enjoyed myself.. :) I guess its the good company.. Got really cold at the end of the night though.. Cos "someone" decided to throw ice all over me.. =p.. maybe cos I am too hot ...rrr.... *laughs*

Slept till like 1pm the next day and went to Pizza Hut.. *Yumzzzz* Walk around the shopping mall and we rented some Dvd's to watch.. Oh.. N we had a Mac Donald Ice Cream *unlimited Happiness* We went for a Swim and Steam bath *relaxing* follow by Dinner and Dvd's! Its a very relaxing, stress free day..

So back to work and there was a wedding event in the afternoon.. They are all very lovely people and easy to serve.. Not demanding and make me job very easy lah.. Would have been a good day if my Headache goes aways.. My shoulders are so bad that I can barely turn my head to the right.. Stupid me decided to ask Max to fix it for me.. *Ouchness* After the excruciating 10mins he put me through, I had to cry.. haha.. it only lasted for 15secs... but its really painful and I really had to let it out! Hopefully I will feel better tomorrow.. :)

Going to go to the gym in the morning tomorrow... and swimming in the evening.. So I better sleep early :) Ciaoz~

*Next time buy seedless grapes!*

Tired

2007-04-19T08:56:00.000-07:00

Ya la.. Pretty tired.. reason being that I have a game at Changi today and we have to carry our bag for 18 holes.. The course is kinda Undulated (dunno how to spell..) and carry the bag gives me a back ache.. haha.. Oh wells.. I think I am getting old.. :p Seriously I think my right ass is going to Cramp up.. haha.. Its ok.. I will get tighter bum that way and according to my sister Jiarui.. Having a tight bum means no Cellulite!! Its a bad day to play golf for me though... I have a headache all day but I am pretty happy that I hang on for the 18 holes.

So have been to the gym 3 days continuously (Monday to Wednesday)... Working really hard to lose the 5 kgs! just really have to keep at it and become fitter.. *god give me Strength*.. Got a lesson with Drew tomorrow to get my swing fixed.. I totally hitting my driver 60meter shorter than How i should be hitting... Oh wells.. U get really good for a while and you have to come down.. that's sad but that's golf.. Have to wake up too early for the lesson though.. hur hur..

Oh got some really cool presents from China.. Thankies to Mom n Dad, Cy and Guo Lei~ Love the polo tees.~ Let's not talk about the bag.. *to the left, to the left*

Its's Friday tomorrow!! means that I can see Brad! Yay... *happiness*

Happiness

2007-04-16T09:17:00.000-07:00

Happy Happy Happy!! Sister got me a nice Bright ORANGE colour golf bag today from Crest Link! Thankies to Uncle Choo for all the help! Thankies for Wen for the bag! Congrates to Choo on the last day serving NS!..

We r getting Crestlink shirts for work and lots of Crest Link stuff for our shop.. its awesome.. Uncle Choo came down to the range today and we had lots of chats! Havent seen Choo in ages its always very enjoyable talking to them and joke around.. :)

Really like my Orange Golf bag.. Now my golf bag STANDzzz out in the crowd!! It doesn't look the same as other peeps bag anymore! *unlimitaed happiness* Had a pretty boring afternoon.. trying to eat healthy.. haha. Only fruits and Lots of Tuna! Had a heavy breakfast though.. haha... Went to Gym in the evening.. worked out for a while... My Nose is still pretty bad.. so i only took it easy for 45mins.. Wanted to go for a Sauna after gym but to my dismay... the Sauna was closed :( Oh wells.. there is always tomorrow.. :)

*Iknow I can... But do i want to? -confusion is in the air-*

2007-04-15T09:15:00.000-07:00

OKay been busy so havent been blogging..

First I would like to wish Mum, Dad and CY a good trip to China.. Hope everything went well and safetly..

2nd, I didnt play very well on Thursday and Friday and we didnt manage to finish the game on Friday because it rained out.. Thankies to Dad who caddied me for the 2 days.. Appreciate that.. Had fun but~ Haven't played with the girls for a while.. So its pretty enjoyable I guess :) Playing Changi on Thursday.. So NOT looking forward to it.. its like at the other end of the world man..

Anyways, Friday we went to BBBC.. I went with a really bad cold *Sorry for passing the cold to everyone especially Brad* N the smoke didnt help much with my cold.. haha DUH.. But I had lots of fun.. Music was great at the end~ But we had to leave ... I was pretty tired anyway..

Saturday was pretty good as well, went to watched a Movie.. its a good show for the guys.. lots of eye Candy.. Don't be disappointed my girls.. cos there is a pretty hot guy in that show too.. ;) But its a really gruelsome movie with stupid storyline.. Then bought Brad a nice shirt which I wanted to get him 2 weeks ago *happiness*.. Brad cooked dinner and we just had a early night.. Pretty tired from the night before..

I was going to see dad and Mum off at the airport at 7:30am.. Woke up at 6:30 in the morning, Showered and dress and when I am done I received a sms from my sister saying they are not going anymore *doh*.. Oh wells.. Another 2 hours sleep for me.. *unlimited happiness*

Work was good.. Had lots of laughter with my sisters today.. lots of lame jokes and FANTASTIC magic performance by the... SO IMPRESS.. Rui got a Bunch of flowers from her BF today... *unlimited jealousy X 10* Happy for her though.. :) The only thing I hate about work is washing the glasses.. N they never stop coming... *unlimited glasses to Wash*!!!

Oh wells, I better go to sleep now. Lots of work to do tomorrow and Hopefully my Cold will be better.. Then is gym for me! I can lose thoes fats!! Yay!

*Don't say try, Just Do it! -Nike- hur hur...*

MotivationSzzzzzzz

2007-04-10T07:06:00.000-07:00

Yea.. So I had bets all over... Have to lose 5kg in 2 months.. Sounds so impossible! but I can do it.. I am always struggling with my weight aren't I.. Kinda sick of it.. sigh.. Should just do it and get over it. I have lose weight successfully once! I can do it twice.. I can!!

So if I reach my goals in 2 months.. My rewards will be

1) A new Golf set
2) A set of Bikini
3)Mum will have to lose 2kg as well..

Yer.. I am gonna try to push mum to do more excerise.. She need to start getting healthy.. I am abit worrried about her.. But nothing is impossible NO FEAR! So dad is going to be my caddy on Thursday and maybe Friday.. Poor Max injured his Hips.. Badly! Hope he will be able to recover by Thursday.

So I got another list of wish list if anyone wanna treat me for losing weight.. haha..

1) A new Tayor Made Wedge 58 degree... The one with the Flag Crest on the back..
2) Some nice Lingerie..
3)New Clothes..
4) N a treat to the Morning Tea at Hyatt! yummz...

Okay... I havent even lose the weight I already thinking of the treats! haha.. OH wells.. See.. MotiVatioNs!!! But Now I have to concentrate on Thursday game.. My game today was alright.. Could be alot better.. Need lots of short game practise and Impact Drills tomorrow.. and I shall be ready to go on Thursday.. Hopefully my sore throat,my Headache will go away by Thursday... Everytime when I get excited or nervous about certain events I fall sick.. Weird.. Oh wells.. Wish me Luck Peeps :)...

2007-04-08T08:45:00.000-07:00

Had A really nice long week end! yay!! *smiles*

Been doing alot of cooking... Making use of every SINGLE pots and pans Brad have! haha... I enjoy it though... regardless the taste.. if it taste good.. its a bonus :p So on Friday... Iwas suppose to sleep in but I woke up at 8:30am (the next few days when I need to wake up early I couldn't!) Hang around.. watch Tv.. and went to Orchard and change mum's pants to a Shirt! Cattch a movi called 'The Reaping'.. hmm.. not so bad.. its OKay.. I won't say go to the movie and watch it kinda movie.. All and all its good.. Juzzz a nice and relaxing day..

Then we head out to Zouk that night, cos some famous guy was DJ'ing.. Had a few drinks only cos I have an important meeing the next day... After Zouk makes me feel very depress.. cos I feel that I really need to go to the gym.. ok I know I know.. I need motivation.. n I got it that night.. I am surrounded by hot girls except me of course! *bah*.. I will get there.. Give me timezz..

Saturday meeting went very very well... Looks like I am getting the deal.. really happy about that .. Went to do a little practise.. but there was a pretty bad thunderstorm.. its pretty scary.. so I only manage to so a little bit of my practise. Was cooking Hamburgers that night and I decided to buy some from Burger King.. and they gave me free ones!!! *thankies*!

Had a hard time waking up this morning.. Woke up with a pretty bad sore throat... Dun like sore throats.. it takes forever to get better.. Had a pretty good day though.. Practised hard and Worked hard.. very Effieciant day! :) Even though I got my once a month thing :p... oh wells.. its better now than never .. hur hur... Pretty tired and I stink like a skunk... So i gonna head off and have a shower! hope everyone have a nice weekend too.. *hugs*

*Hope I give u as much happiness as u gave me* :)

2007-04-04T09:44:00.000-07:00

*soreness*

I feel like my lower body and upper body doesn't work as a part.. i am Sore all over and having a bad tummy ache.. goshy..

Must have pushed myself too hard yesterday... :p Oh wells.. Work was good the shit part is that they don't have internet accesS! Arghh... Boring! Anyways, got good news today.. I will be able to play the Heritage Pro-Am.. awesome.. and after today scrambling looking for a caddy cos we thought the event is on the 12th and the 13th.. N CY is helping Max to caddy.. If my event falls on the 13th my sis cannot Caddy me.. as there will not be enough staff to cover Work..

So I was looking for a caddy for the whole afternoon. I jsut came home access to my email and realised that the Amatuer tournament is on the 11th... so sis can still be my caddy *happiness*..

So its Good Friday this coming Friday.... HOLIDAY!!! But I think I will go in and work during lunch to earn some extra cashy~ :) Haven't hear anything from RCC yet... hopefully I will hear something soon...

Is it me or is it you?

2007-04-03T07:43:00.000-07:00

Really cannot think of a appropriate title.. So i decided to skip it :)

woke up at 5:45am and went to golf at Starhill.. Playing of the White Tees today.. and still lost to Dad by 1 stroke. *boo-ness* didn't putt very well.. Oh wells.. Need more practise.. Thankies to dad who brought us nice nice golf shirts.. *love u dad*... it's Golf Link shirt pretty expensive too.. Oh wells... *happiness* ..

Got home and just dieded in the bed.. was so tired.. stupid early tee-off.. :p Slept for 2 hours and went to gym.. Ran 6km to! Wowz~ Was proud of myself.. I was really tired after 1 round! but I kept pushing! so I am pretty happy with that, Did some weights and Basically just couldn't walk down the stairs.. Cos did squats... and some tri-ceps strengthening... Hopefully I kept this up and will be hitting the ball 250M in no time!!

Yes, I am eating healthier too.. I will try to avoid Junk food and Soft drinks.. They are actually my main problem... I got a sweet tooth u see *saddness* N I am really really tired right now... Fink I gonna see early for once.. :p Really dunno if I should play SLGA medal.. I haven't played any medals since January.. *decisions* but really looking forward competiting with the SGA guys in the Annual Medal.. Hopefully I can perform well that day.. :)

One can only hope...

Happy Birthday Rui

2007-04-02T09:00:00.000-07:00

First I would love to wish my dear Sister a Happy 23rd Birthday.. Hope you stay happy and dreams come true. :)

Then we shall start with my weekend :) ... Hmmm... Went to Orchard on Friday and Get Rui's present nice pair of earrings.. then got mum a pair of pants which she dun exactly like.. so I have to go back and change it this week.. Boo... So far so far.. Its all good.. After the tiring shopping we went to eat at NYDC ..... Yummies.. so I had Potato salad and this drink call.. em2 or something la.. *yum*... I was pretty full after not even finishing the potato salad.. But I still somehow squeeze my 1, 3 Amigos into my big tummy.. :p..

Stupid Mid night shopping and so many people trying to get into the bus, that the bus driver have to shoo some of the people off the bus.. how stupid n inconsiderate can people be at times..

Went for a Steam Bath and had an early night.. Start work at 10am and as usual.. I procrestinated (however u spell it).. But still get to work in time and even have extra time for breakfast! *thumbs up* Saturday was a good day.. Got a few peeps signing up for golf lessons.. Yer.. that means *Commission*!! So left work at the dot on Saturday as I was cooking dinner for Brad.. Struggled with my lab top, my big ass bag and umbrella walking to the cold storage as I alight one stop later than I should.. cos u know.. I need my exercise :p .. Finally got to CS.. n was happily thinking that I can get a trolley.. but NO... I got no $1 in my wallet :( *saddness* Oh well.. Imagine me walking in the super market with a Basket, my labtop, my big ass bag and a stupid massively big umbrella.. Yes.. I look like a total fool.. Oh wells.. Dinner went well.. No Diarhhoe or anything the next day.. so its good..... It was the best bangers n mash I ever eaten!! because its the first time I had it! hur hur.. I will use pork sausages next time.. :)

Watched 24.. good good show!! Manage to watch it all yesterday till 3am :p.. But its worth it!
Anyway, cooked breakfast from Brad in the morning.. Pancakes with bananas! :) *yums*.. its a pre-made ingredient, just add water and shake for 1 min, then WhALa! just cook it n we get nice yummy pan cakes :D .. So, we watched 24 and prison break all day on Sunday, just a nice relaxing day.. happy 6th month *smiles smiles* ..

Start work again today.. busy busy lunch crowd... Really couldn't cope and had to call CY... Sowie's~ ... Was going to gym, but I decided to practise like nearly 350 balls.. haven't practise so many balls for a while.. its good though.. Swing haven't felt so good for a long time .. Hope my game tomorrow will be as good as on the range. :)

So had steamboat at the end of the night cos its Rui's birthday.. *yums* really wished Brad was there, will be so much fun~ *no I am not Drunk and I didn't drink* Cake was awesome :) had a really nice day overall! :)

~I will be try to be more mature.. I promise~

Tired

2007-03-27T08:47:00.000-07:00

Really tired.. But I am very happy.. Had a very constructive day today... N i am happy about it!

So its all happened last night when we decided to go KTV after work... Yes we are tired but it never stop us from singing! hur hur... So we got home about 3am in the morning leaving me and mum about 3 hours to sleep before golf..

Well... the usual story.. I didnt manage to sleep well at all which means that I have only really slept an hour.. *Yes, I know I have to get into a good sleeping habit.. bla bla bla :p* So I manage to wake up at 6am in the morning and went in Malaysia to play Golf! Luckily Dad have a meeting until 10am which left me with an extra 2 hours sleep in the Changing room.. Seriously I think I went into a concussion.. *however u spell it*... N to be woken up by dad yelling outside the changing room... Lol... So I woke up.. get ready and rushed out... feeling "fresh" Walked in the Golf shop and see this cute little Head cover looking at me.. saying "buy me buy me" of course with a kind heart.. I ask dad if he can get it for me.. and i got it.. HUR HUR *grins*

Thanks dad love u lots.. Anyway.. didnt play as well as I should today... but its all good.. Was really tired after the game.. Really need to bulid my fitness up man.. So we went back to Singapore and we brought some Corn Crean Buns from the Servo aka Petrol Kiosk N I was totally shock to find that.............................................................................. There's close to no Cream in my Cream Bun!!!!! *argh* So I was pretty amazed.. I still chomped it down as I am hungry and Happily Opened the 2nd Packet.. pretty disappointed with the amount of cream on the first one.. n just when I thought the 2nd one will be better...

I opened up the 2nd Packet and there is TOTALLY NO CREAM at all!!! oh well.. We had a good laugh in the car.. N Thank God really... He knows that I am on a diet.. hur hur.. Finally got back to Singapore and Really wasn't in the state of mind to go Gym.. I am Sooooooo Tired.. But I manage to get my ass into Brad's gym worked a little and went for a steam... So I am pretty much tired to the MAX...

Well.. I popped 2 melatonins to make sure I sleep through the night and hoping to feel my best Tomorrow.. :)

I love u Mr Lay~ :)

2007-03-25T09:51:00.000-07:00

These are the photos we took at Thailand! Sorry been busy.. :p..

HAd a really really good weekend with Brad.. PLayed pool.. He kicked my ass.. Karma for kicking his in Golf.. Boo... Just really enjoyed it! Thanks for the lunch and dinners babe.. :)

Love u lots.. :)

Thailand trip

2007-03-21T09:54:00.000-07:00

OKay! I am back from Thailand trip!! Actually it was 3 days ago when I was back.. But I am simply too busy doing something! :p... I wanted to post some photos as well, but I will post it tomorrow as I am using my computer at home and the thailand photo is on my Labby~ :p

Anyway, Thailand was really good.. The Bed is Massive! Like Massively Huge.. I tried to roll from one end to another its about apprx 5 rolls for me.. if a smaller person will be around 6.. hur hur.. I love that bed! lol.. Well, we have a good view of the pool and a little view of the sea. So its good!

So the next morning we went for our round of Golf.. Well, Brad didn't really do as well as I expected.. but he did impress me with a free awesome shot.. including the par 3 the he topped on the first shot and put it 3 feet away from hole.. Awesome..I was so proud :)

After 9 holes, Brad suffered from a so call "new shoe blisters" on his foot.. N the shittest thing is that they don't allow us to have a break.. stupid isn't it? I do have to apologise to Brad cos I made him walk 18 holes instead of carting it.. sorry babe.. *hugs*

DAY1:

So Brad had a final score of 120... Not too bad, he had 2 - 3 holes that he out drived me.. :) We finally finish golf and Brad looked like a Lobster.. he is suffering from so called "Bad Case of sunburnt".. Aww... I felt so bad.. He had a headache and everything.. But the Sun was blaring that day.. so.. its bad... Finally got back to the hotel *roll on the bed* and had a sleep before headng out to Patong Beach! We had some Fish and Chips and Steak.. and Had some thailand beer... and Lots of Shopping!!! yes.. I am broke.. surprise surprise... Well... After all the shopping we sat down in a nice bar drinking SingHa.. Looking at "half Chickens" and thailand girls and their clients.

*by the way Brad got us 4 jugs of beer due to not able to hit over the red tee*

DAY 2:

So had a pretty good night chilling, buying presents.. got a nice jacket from Babe.. :) and we took a Tuk Tuk back .. Had so much fun~ Went back and slept and we missed breakfast the next morning.. haha.. Oh we saw this cute elephant while walking to the restaurant.. Super cute .. :)

we took a taxi down to Patong beach again, had some foods and went to have a elephant ride.. I was so excited before getting on the cute big elephant.. n regret it after the cute thing walk not more thatn 10 metres.. OH GOSH.. I was so Scared.. I bet Brad is having a good time laughing at me *BAH*!! Seriously.. The man leading the elephant is swearing at the poor thing excessively *I know Thai Swear Words* and hitting it with a hammer..SUper scary as the elephant wasnt very happy... then we finally reached the hill top... Just when I think that going down is much much easier.. Woo Wee am I so wrong! I had the scariest animal ride in my life.. I wish they had implement a safety belt rules on elephants next time.. I had a "mild elephant sick" for a while but was good after that..

In the evening we went to celebrate St Patricks day!! *funs* We had this yummy meal in the Irish bar.. and lots of beer... Called "Chang" well.. not too bad.. we met alot of people.. English, Irish, Kiwi, Americans even Ukrain! its a awesome night good band and I was so touch when Brad got me the Cap! well its a cool cap... and I am really touched.. I really nearly Cried.. haha I am so silly.. Anyways, we went back do the usual *Sleeping on the toilet bowl* trick.. N yes I do very regret drinking too much the next morning.. haha.. Hang over on plane is NOT FUN...

All n all its good fun! I even tried out the new airport system where I can just put my Passport in and put in my finger print.. cool huh!! Anyway... Was really sad that we lost the perfume in the Taxi.. I swear not to take Transcab.. stupid, uncivilised, inconsiderate drivers! sigh.. oh well.. Can't cry over split milk can I.. :)

11 Days to go :)

Phuket

2007-03-14T23:17:00.000-07:00

BUsy busy.. The restaurant is getting busier these few weeks.. isn't it awesome :).. So basically from 12pm to 3pm I will be serving customers and running around to sell GOlf balls and tend the Pro shop.. Its not that bad.. .I just Dread the before and after parts..

Every morning I have to bring down this heavy loads of clothes to set up the Pro shop and I was half awake then.. so please dun tap my shoulders any time between 10:30am - 11:30am until I am fully awake.. Cos I Kill... hur hur..

Going to Phuket tonight! yay.. *excitements* HAve packed up all my stuffs and hopefully I didnt forget anything.. YEap.. Got my PAssport.. Got lots of balls for BRAd, put his putter in my bag.. and we are ready to go =D

Needs to work meow... Ciaoz!

Back again

2007-03-14T01:15:00.000-07:00

Wahaha.. Really can't think of any decent blog name.. so yer there u go... listen-to-my-story! haha.. how lame.. oh wells...

Actually I am not much of a story teller (ask me sisters), so don't expect too much.. I mostly will be winching, complaining, telling u how happy I am.. and u know.. abt my boring or sometimes gets exciting life.. I ain't a speller either.. so if I got any spelling mistakes... live with it.. hur hur..

Well, that's about it really :)... Going to Phuket tomorrow! yay!! Holidays! Sleep In! more sleep... n more sleep!! hur hur.. and golfing with Brad for the first time! yay! *Happiness* :) Will kick his ass.. so dun worry peeps :p